Friday 29 November 2019

It doesn't really matter

The comedy of it matters, people care, they really don't.
You can sit crying in a corner and no one will care, and those that do will only really be looking out for themselves.
This world is just horrible, the liberal have really killed it.

Saturday 21 September 2019

Healthy Sunday

So its a Sunday and I have been doing some writing and some work and some stuff and the fact that I am busy really helps, its good to have a routine but it is bad not to have any friends to spend time with.

Thursday 12 September 2019

Friday - Being Busy Helps so much

Mental Health is helped by being busy, when you don't have time to think or do anything then you have no problems but when you are given time to think and wonder you just get worse and worse and you sink into depression, while I hate what I am doing, I can force myself to deal with it, as I simply say I have no choice.

The idea that talking about it helps is the biggest load of BS that anyone can ever spout, aside from any Politician, who generally grow mushrooms for a living.

You don't get any help when you talk about it, and when you talk about it you are thinking about it, and that can only make you more depressed, because you will never get any answers you will only get more questions and more questions is not what a depressed person needs, a depressed person needs answers, because that means less to think about, the less you have to think about, the better off you are.

You really don't need someone asking you, so why do you think that is.....

If you knew why, you wouldn't think about it would you?

I feel that no one likes me. Why do you think that is?

Seriously, has anyone ever been helped by that questions?

Friday 6 September 2019

No one will ever understand

Even when I try and talk, you just get a thumbs up, no one actually gives a shit as long as you are doing what they want.

Its beyond a joke.

Mental Health - Another Saturday

The joys of writing this and no one reading is great, it means no one will actually know how depressed I was until after I have killed myself, which I have decided is the way to go.

Life is pointless, when you see things the way I do, and see the future and you can see the pathetic divides in the world, I will be right and the world will blow itself up.

Not Global Warming or any of that shit, 1% of something a pattern does not make, yet this is what we are being sold, honestly think about it, and compare it with other things we fight against.

Don't punish a man because he has been committing crimes for 1 third of his life, but with all the, maybe 150 years of data, all other weather data is assumption no actually recorded, I looked at a thermometer and this was the exact temperature at 12 noon, etc.....

Its assumption, that is a fact.

We only have maybe 40 years of satellite data, and the way that we have been taking pictures changes yearly as does the quality of the cameras etc, so while we are very clever, we still can not be exact about what we saw 40/30 years ago to now when we can see the postage stamp.

The planet has been around billions of years and like this millions of years, roughly in this configuration for 100 of thousands of years, yet 150 year of data is a pattern that We started 150 years ago by burning stuff.

Still who cares.

Look at the politics, virtue signaling, everyone doing their best to look better than the other guy, and then you have the realists, who know you can not take care of everyone at the expense of yourself, and when you ask those with the money and doing all the Virtue Signaling to actually give away their money, HAHAHA

This world is an embarrassment.





Monday 2 September 2019

Mental Health Poutine Day

So its a Holiday here, they open the Schools on a Sunday, gotta love that, Saturday guess what you are teaching is a school, and tomorrow you need to be at the opening ceremonies,

It is accepted here that you don’t organize anything, and that you don’t tell anyone anything and its all last minute but if no one shows up its al good.
Its like being is East Berlin, nothing has changed this country is the socialists paradise it really is, they play at being free and doing things, but really the control that people have is nothing because those in power are doing things the same way they did 30 years ago.

Thursday 29 August 2019

Mental Health – Fridays

It really should be a good day, its Friday, and I think I will book a hotel for 3 nights and just have a few days to myself and enjoy whatever it is that I can enjoy, plus it is the big game today and I want to find a place to watch the game.

No matter what happens in the game it should be a laugh.