How long now?

I wish there was a website where you could sell your life.

I swear for just 250k, if you want 500k, if you would give me a year, just 1 year, I would give up my life, because then maybe I could at least do a little good in the world and maybe live happy for 1 year, then you could kill me take my organs do whatever you wanted.

I would love healthy, I wouldn't party, and you could have whats left, my will etc, you'd get most of it back really, but at it stands I don't see anyway to be happy unless I know its all going to end, at the moment I know its going to end but no one will benefit and I will just suffer, and fade into nothing and who cares, but at least, then I could have a little happiness in my life.

Who the fuck am I to be happy?

Yet, everyone who has money will preach to you that mental health is important and they have suffered and we should talk.

What a load of shit, when you have it you can be as happy as you want.